“As long as I was a Christian I never felt God’s love. I only felt fear of judgement” Jason Louda's journey touches on the exploration of faith and self in the face of Southern Baptist teachings. Born into a world where the fear of judgment overshadowed any semblance of divine love, Jason found himself wrestling with existential questions from a young age.
The rigid doctrines of his upbringing instilled a profound sense of dread rather than the comforting embrace of spirituality.
This conflict within him only deepening after the suicide of his father at age 6 and his subsequent relationship with his step-father.
Jason emerged as a defiant figure in his adult life. His rebellion against authority figures, particularly those embodying the preachings of his past, became a defining trait. 
Though not categorically dismissing the notion of a higher power, Jason's exploration led him beyond the confines of traditional religious constructs. His beliefs evolved into a nuanced understanding of existence, embracing the possibility of a multiverse and the interconnectedness of all things. Through this journey, he discovered that belief, in whatever form it takes, grants strength in navigating life's uncertainties.
The turning point in Jason's introspection came with the overturning of Roe v. Wade, a moment that deeply angered him and forced him to confront the intersection of religion and societal change. It propelled him deeper into his quest for meaning, bringing him to reassess his place in a world shaped by conflicting ideologies.
Jason’s story is one of courage and resilience, marked by a relentless pursuit of truth amidst the chaos of dogma and uncertainty. Through his journey, he not only challenges the status quo but also invites others to embark on their own voyage of self-discovery and existential understanding.